Is it a lesson I never knew

Love is believing , but you let me down ,

how can I love you when you aint't around ,

Love should be everything or nothing at all

.... now the dream I follow is dying 


suddenly everything I wanted has passed me by




 

Points to ponder :-


Either you are too busy doing nothing and not happy about it

or

Happy doing nothing and worry about there is no time to play



But hey ,... 2015 is here and getting the best out of the worst I supposed ..


If you search for tenderness it isn't hard to find.
You can find all the love you need to live., 
with that tenderness converted to the value sense of the money you bring.,
if there isn't enough money , you 'll get limited tenderness la pulak .

When I want is sincerity , tell me where else can I turn to?
Everyone is so untrue ! 
some says sincerity depends on the money value that you'll bring
sincerity is a lonely word .

If you search for truthfulness , you might just as well be blind, 
Honesty is such a hard to find in this point of time

It seems like everything has a pricetag...!








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Blog ini ialah berkisar ( bukan kisar tepung lah ! ) pada hari hari terakhir tahun 2014, .  The last few days of the year , I am 54 , entering 55 , but I will be 55 coming August 2015. Meaning my full withdrawal of my funds among other things awaits that time . I am planning to restart my final phase of my life and make use of the remaining days to the fullest , this time di jalan yang di redhai allah

I have been living in a very difficult to explain circumstances,, all these while. Susah nak explain but I was like tangkap ayam tak dapat , tangan berbau tahinya, tahi ayam lah.

I was like I did many times , traveling from Penang heading south with no plans on a bike , a scoother this time around ,, during the floods , raining .. along the north south highway .. approaching Taiping North I saw the fuel gauge was nearing empty , so I turn out at the Kemunting Exit , and I understood that there is a petrol kiosk somewhere , and I heads for refuel. The small sucker just consumes around RM 4 and the full tank is around RM 5.

It was nearing Zohor when I heads back to the highway and there was sign of there will be raining soon. I approached the surau and heads to the mens room and I saw a man cooking for his group of tabliq.. I asked him , he replied his name is Yunus , a bearded mamak from Penang and he asked me to joined them for lunch to wish I was delighted and agreed. , later I was introduced to the chief of the group , he is Amir Sab , Hj Hussain.The Admiral of the fleet if it is a Navy flotilla,Inspector sahab if it is a Tamil Movie and they spoke Urdhu ... and Rajini . !

All things in the group comes from consensus, they discuss ..and make a sound decission.

They were from Permatang Pauh , Penang , and their Markaz is at Penanti , Kubang Ulu..

Later it comes Zohor, the zohor today done the Jemaah style , and I am happy , all this while I always perform prayers on a solo scale.. , Lunch that day was sunnah style.. the talam and I ate without any hesitation believing it was done following Sunnah done by the prophet himself.

After a little persuasion and I volanteered , I wish to follow them on trail basis for one night. I don't know why I ended up for 6 nights ,


Prior to this trip I was at Penang for the past 3 month residing at FSM..


Prior to FSM I was at Sg Buluh for 2 months


Prior to that I was touruing the south for a while


Prior to that I was everywhere in the Peninsular..

Up Northern tip doing my things


Things got worse when I met with this freak accident on the 940. I make a unauthorise u turn and some one with his bike went under the miss sweeden in the midle of the night.

Forcing me to sell the 940 at a desprate price.

Later to aqquire a Mitsubishi Super Touring and later strike another bad luck ...

I was on bike  , from Penang to Kuantan twice to and fro..




..................... that alone in 2014.